The Apology

The title isn’t a reference to Plato. Instead, it’s to the large number of people that I’m obliged to apologize to. For more details, read the rest of the entry, but in short, I just wanted to apologize to everyone I’ve offended. I realize that I’m a pretty big jerk, but I hope you’ll accept my apology. It’s time to grow up and stop doing these stupid things.

First, I need to apologize for my recent tendency to swear excessively and the lack of thoughts in my words. I think I picked this up as a result of the stress lately. I’m frustrated by my lack of sleep and lack of focus. I find myself idling unproductively and I get ticked off. I also haven’t really been thinking about what I should say. In other words, the words come out of my mouth faster than my brain. I really need to think about what I’m saying and how I phrase things. I’ll change, so I’m sorry to all those I’ve offended by my words.

Second, I would like to apologize for ignoring some people unintentionally. In the morning, I’m extremely irate because I’ve been sleeping on the train and I need to force myself to wake up when I arrive at school. I’m aware that I do tend to ignore some people in the morning. I know it’s not cool. For that, I’m sorry. I do not intend to do so, but my subconsciousness kind of takes over. I’m really disappointed in myself. I don’t want to seem arrogant by ignoring people, but my mind is just not in the mood to talk to people in the morning. At the end of the day, it’s the same thing. I really don’t want to deal with anything since I’m exhausted by about eighth period. I’m really sorry if I ignored you on the way home or in the hallways. I really can’t help it. It’s an instinctive thing. However, I think this will change once I whip myself into shape. It might be a little late for New Years Resolutions, but I’ll append this on.

Finally, I need to apologize for all the perverseness that spews out of my mouth. I realized today that a lot of the poopie that I say is pointless. I guess I’m trying to be funny. I realize now that I am not. I won’t mention pornography or anything related to it anymore. I promise. I’ll also stop saying random and offensive things about girls. The reason for that is probably my pride as a male. Since I understand that I’m not especially suited to woo any females, I say stupid things to save my pride. I must apologize for this. I’m sorry and I’ll stop now.

There are other things that I have been doing recently that have caused some people trouble. However, those things are either too personal or too unstable to be discussed here. Nevertheless, I must still apologize. To all those who I’ve hurt in one way or another. I’m sorry.

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3 Responses to The Apology

  1. Toby says:

    ughu…i should try on work on number 3 as well…

  2. Victoria says:

    you update this thing a lot more than you used to.

  3. Henry says:

    Well, wordpress makes blogging more organized. I used to make these hodgepodge entries that didn’t really make sense. With wordpress, I break up different things I want to talk about into different entries so I tend to post more than I previously did with my old blog.

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